I really really thought you were going to get better. It was just an anal infection, nothing big right? I thought you were shaking cause your legs were tired from standing up all the time cause you couldn't sit. Till now, I still wonder if I were to go over to Coa's place, would you be running to the gate with your stump of a tail wagging, pressing your nose against my hand, leaning your extremely heavy head against my thigh just begging for a pet.

You love it when I scratch under your neck, you love it when I bring you out for a run. I'm so so sorry I didn't manage to bring you out for a run the last time I was there, because I was too lazy. I'm sorry for tripping over you and making you fall that one time when I brought you out, I'm sorry for not giving you enough attention. I wish I could've given you a better, much better life then the one you had.

I love you, and I miss you so much Mimigirl♥ I still wish I could feel your huge head under my hand, feel your sandy, strong and lean body under my fingers. I miss your gallop, your strength when you pull me along for your daily walk. I miss you. I wish you were still here.