scared

No one would ever be able to comprehend. Comprehend how scared I am, I can't find words to describe it.

I'm not the best student. I have read my brains out for exams. I can't study like other people can, and I'm no natural genius. The requirement marks increased, and I'm so fucking scared I can't take it. The next few months is going to be nothing but exams, due dates, projects and oral. And I really can't fail. Not for myself, but because I want to prove to all those whose looked down on me that I can fucking do it.

But I'm still so damn scared.
No. Don't come and ask me/talk to me about it if you see me. I don't want to talk about it. I just want to let it out. Leave me be.